Socio

I remember now, but I still have my doubts
I think it"s gonna be today
Everybody came, but it"s just...
I remember now, but I still have my doubts
I think it"s gonna be today
Everybody came, but it"s just not the same
Why did it have to be today?
Now my chest is tight - no, I am not all right
It doesn"t have to be this way
Why does it have to be this way?

I don"t know what"s wrong,
It"s like I"m too far gone
It doesn"t matter, anyway
Fear is in my heart - just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this way

Freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage
I don"t know how much I can take
Push it down inside, but it knows just where I hide
I know that "normal" is hard to fake
Bleeding into life - it"s like a thousand knives
Are slowing turning me to this
Why does it have to be like this?

I don"t know what"s wrong,
It"s like I"m too far gone
It doesn"t matter, anyway
Fear is in my heart - just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this way

I lost again, today...

I don"t know what"s wrong,
It"s like I"m too far gone
It doesn"t matter, anyway
Fear is in my heart - just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this way
Living with a curse, somtimes it"s even worse
It slowly kills me everyday
Something I despise is gonna take my life
I guess I"ll try again today