Self Esteem

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came...
I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know I"m being used
That"s okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she"s playing with me
That"s okay cause I"ve got no self esteem
We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection"s got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
When she"s saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she"s saying that I"m like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it"s better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care Right?
Now I"ll relate this a little bit
That happens more than I"d like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But that"s kind of hard when she"s ready to go
I may be dumb
But I"m not a dweeb
I"m just a sucker with no self esteem