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Yes. I really wanted to be your wife. Because I love you very much. Because you're half of me. And I am half you. But, to tell about it then or write I don't смогла.Необъяснимая secret of the heart. I did not have a few moments. - to ensure that whatever it was it to write. The heart of all this has left in him. It felt that you'll understand everything. Without a word. But, now it seems to me that I had to write it: - "I love you. And I want to become your wife. Without you already it is impossible to live " it Seemed that the night would never let us go of each other. The strange night, which led me somewhere. And I thought that the morning comes and all will be well. Day by day. I still can not understand to the end - that made me then stay at a distance and blind losing all roads to you. ???! I wanted very much to you. Every day. If people would ask me now - I'd like to go back there in that time. And come back to you - so that will never disappear. I would have said "Yes"! In spite of that I didn't expect. Just to be with you! Always.
Before unknown to me, the last days. Love